It's Her Time

I just found out that my sister goes in at 10:00 tonight to be induced. :*(

Okay, so I know she can't "hold the baby in" forever. However, I soon will get to experience what I've been dreading all along: how I will react when I'm faced with seeing the baby, face to face. And considering how insensitive my family has been through the last eight months, I know this isn't going to be an easy ride.

I have to try to stay as calm as possible, especially being only a few short weeks from getting my IVF cycle rolling. Go figure. I've known for three years that this was the time I'd be trying IVF if I hadn't gotten lucky yet. Of course it ends up my sister gets pregnant and is due at just that time.