Ten Years Later
So I tried to get on to post this yesterday, but I couldn't remember all my log in info.
So I tried to get on to post this yesterday, but I couldn't remember all my log in info.
Much to our surprise, my husband and I have learned that we are having another baby. It seems the "happy accident" that I have hoped for has really happened.
Yikes! Well, I am amazed that I haven't posted in a year. My job this past year was terrible. I was placed in a moldy classroom that didn't even have air conditioning or heat for about 6 weeks because it was broken. Yes, the problem was reported promptly. I was disgusted to call that portable my "office" after spending six years in school. I was sick for at least half of the school year and suffered from hoarseness. I couldn't even sing to my daughter, and that just really ticked me off. Since my students only attend my class for three or four hours a week, they didn't get sick and therefore there was nothing for the parents to complain about, so it seems.
Anastasia is doing great. Honestly, I never could have imagined how happy she gets over the simplest things. Hearing her giggle at the unexpected just makes my day. She's been making some new sounds and is close to sitting up. And she loves to be spoon fed! Bananas are her favorites. Her six month appt is tomorrow afternoon, and I can't wait to officially find out how much she has grown. She was 26 inches long when I measured her yesterday, but we can only get a very rough estimate of her weight on our cheap home scale.
Anastasia is a full fledged member of the roly poly club. Today she rolled from her tummy to her back. She rolled to her left and to her right. She rolled and rolled until she rolled off the quilt she was on. She was so pleased with herself and a total delight to watch. We're at a better place now. I finally have moments when I feel as though I can relax. And there are moments when I feel as though my daughter truly loves me. My heart soars, and I feel happier than I've felt in 5 years.
June 22, 2006.... What a day...
I can hardly believe that my daughter will be 4 months old on Wednesday, June 7. Sadly, that means her 4 month check up is two days away, which is dreaded due to the CDC's shot schedule. I have to make a decision. Do I stay mum and allow ANN to get all 4 shots and get sick again for 10 days? Or do I speak up and ask to have the shots split up, taking the risk of ANN being sick on two separate occassions? Ironically, last year on June 7 I was having a retrieval. This year I will be finding out how much Anastasia has grown.
Anastasia had her shots at her two month appt in April. (4 shots total) Since shots made me very sick when I was little I told her ped that I wanted to split them up. Like an idiot, I let the ped convince me that Anastasia would be okay when she told me that only a handful of her patients have had a fever for more than a day. Well, Anastasia had a fever for ten days and the ped's office hardly seemed to care. So, I've learned to follow my instincts as a Mom. I also learned that my daughter likes both grape and cherry Tylenol. However, I recommend finding the dye free cherry because it got all over my daughter's clothes. Thankfully it washed out easily.
Anastasia and I are doing well. She turned 3 months old this week, and I can't believe my time at home with her is half over. I dread the return to work, but that's a post in itself. Anastasia is cooing more than ever, and I'm convinced her voice is the loveliest sound I have ever heard. She is also holding her head up well, so I have ordered a Bumbo seat for her, which should arrive today. She smiled at me this week when I walked into the room while she was swinging. She has never smiled in her swing before. However, I'm convinced she must like her swing since she seldom cries while she is in it. She has grown enough now that she can finally wear some of her 3 to 6 month clothes. I adore my daughter, but she is certainly keeping me busy!